A Prayer From the Living World

In response to the suicide death of actor Andrew Koenig a writer who goes by the name Doctor Zero wrote a moving piece to those who may be going down the same path. It's a plea for life, and it's worth reading.

Right here in Orange County there's a sad story of another suicide, this one involving a young, talented high school student who seemed to have everything to live for:

Nadia Brianne Matthews had a glowing future.

The sophomore star softball pitcher at Mater Dei High School in Santa Ana had verbally committed to play for the University of Arizona, and had a sense of confidence, grace and warmth that went beyond her 16 years, friends say.

Her suicide Thursday at her Anaheim home has shocked and devastated relatives, friends and teachers and coaches who saw in her amazing talent and promise – a nice girl who could put a smile on anyone's face.

"She was very smart and genuine," said Bri Hopkins, a friend and fellow Mater Dei student. "Whatever she was going through, she didn't deserve it."

The coroner Friday afternoon ruled the manner of death suicide, "by ligature hanging."

Relatives were gathered at the family's apartment where Matthews was found.

"She was a beautiful daughter and I don't just mean physically," said her mother, Nadia Martinez. "I wouldn't have traded her for the world."

Martinez asked people to be sensitive: "We would really appreciate for everyone to respect our privacy and her privacy during this time."

It's hard to understand the private torments that drive some people to seemingly irrational choices.